Wednesday, January 5, 2011

my date

I had the most amazing date with my most amazing girlfriend. This date consisted of a snowmachine ride ( yes snow machine because snow mobile is just weird lol) up to the moose creek bluff where we watched the sunset, I almost saved a guy who fell into the river ( dont worry he got out just as I climbed down the mountain and then had to climb all the way back up), then we counted cars lol that was the most fun thing lol.
After that fun i had to drive us back. I was so impressed with myself. I only got lost once, but i found my way back. Then I had to face the almost impossible task. I had to warm her up from our two hour ride. This was easier than i thought though because she is just so warm inside and has such a strong heart that she did most of the work herself. I still made her hot chocolate, got her a blanket, and made her cinimon rolls. The one thing i regreted the most about this date is that this was the last time that we will get to see eachother for a while. I just wish we could be together for a long time. Is that so hard to ask. We only get to see each other once a week. that is so hard for me. I just want her to know that. I care about her so much and I am so worried that I will lose her to someone else she gets to see more often. This isnt her fault, its mine. I have been dumped and left for other guys a good amount of time in this past year that even though she means so much to me and has proven that she wont leave me, I still think she will. Kacee if you read this I just want you to know that I am sorry for everything I have put you through in these wonderful months together, and I hope we will have many more to come.
Now to deal with the hardest problem less. i have to try not to miss her so much lol, lets see how long it takes before I feel like I cant be without her. I give it three days. Ya sweetheart you mean that much to me and don't forget it.

1 comment:

  1. hey brat!
    YOURE NOT LOOSING ME!!! Stop saying that!!! I missed you so bad today... Everything is going to be okay i promise you that. you mean everything to me.

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