my date

I had the most amazing date with my most amazing girlfriend. This date consisted of a snowmachine ride ( yes snow machine because snow mobile is just weird lol) up to the moose creek bluff where we watched the sunset, I almost saved a guy who fell into the river ( dont worry he got out just as I climbed down the mountain and then had to climb all the way back up), then we counted cars lol that was the most fun thing lol.
After that fun i had to drive us back. I was so impressed with myself. I only got lost once, but i found my way back. Then I had to face the almost impossible task. I had to warm her up from our two hour ride. This was easier than i thought though because she is just so warm inside and has such a strong heart that she did most of the work herself. I still made her hot chocolate, got her a blanket, and made her cinimon rolls. The one thing i regreted the most about this date is that this was the last time that we will get to see eachother for a while. I just wish we could be together for a long time. Is that so hard to ask. We only get to see each other once a week. that is so hard for me. I just want her to know that. I care about her so much and I am so worried that I will lose her to someone else she gets to see more often. This isnt her fault, its mine. I have been dumped and left for other guys a good amount of time in this past year that even though she means so much to me and has proven that she wont leave me, I still think she will. Kacee if you read this I just want you to know that I am sorry for everything I have put you through in these wonderful months together, and I hope we will have many more to come.
Now to deal with the hardest problem less. i have to try not to miss her so much lol, lets see how long it takes before I feel like I cant be without her. I give it three days. Ya sweetheart you mean that much to me and don't forget it.

first blog

The past few days have been quite enjoyable, sleeping in until like 1 in the afternoon, hanging out with my girlfriend, my family, and my friends, going snowboarding, and just everything else. The also drain the life out of me. It is so hard to keep going when it seems like a lot is being taken from you as well. As college keeps creeping closer and closer, I keep losing more and more time for myself. I just want to be in middle school again. If anyone knows of a time machine let me know.
Well thats it for my first blog. let me know how i did.